Happiness is everything

April Fool!!

2011-04-12T22:39:00.002+08:00

Dear Bloggie, Is time to show the excitement of April Fool! 1st of April, was once upon a time i would celebrate with delight but now.. I doubt that! Anyways, lets not spoild the excitement i will still wish you birthday here anywhere whoever you are.. Now! the day started off like this. There today will be an outing with Janice, my wife,Anna, my daughter, Theng and last but not least THE ONLY GUY, Jun Yan! So we reach early and bought the ticket that is "Just Go With It" acted by Jennifer Aniston and Adam Sandler my best man actor for comedian! We start off by playing some arcade game to kill some time and it was magical music box as usual the awesome-ness! When time was up we bought popcorn sad down and eat and chat awhile.. while waiting my daughter to come.. all my friends went in first i waited for her and lastly she arrive i miss her so much! she is one of my craziness girlfriend i ever had since primary school! After a good laughing whole movie and awesome sweet romance is time for April Fool!!! Wanna guess what is it?????? hahaha i think not it will take eternity to try mine! Well, there are always habits of human going to toilet after a movie and we did so. BUT! the purpose is....... WEAR A WIG!! hahaha Theng babe recently just came back from China and she bought a wig for me as i desperately want to know how i look like in long hair! so she bought a 2 layered hair brown in colour and i wore that walking the mall whole day to trick every ppl in the mall hahaha! Surprised? and i wore it with a sunshade too! so it seems like looking an artist walking in a simple mall but without it i look like a weird kid with a weird hairstyle like an Alien to be exact! So jun yan was not shock that much but instead look at me and give me a judging look and say it looks okay on me... HAHA that is something i will keep in mind his studying look on a person with that judgemental look he never had before! So wearing whole afternoon walk into a restoran all looking up and walaaa! i really want to know what they think though! it makes me nervous the whole day but i still enjoy those exciting feeling of anxious! and my daughter go back to study for her exam but i still thank for her coming and tag along awhile I LOVE YOU THENG! don't worry i love you all too babes! even jun yan hahaha everyone equally loved by me! Next stop arcade mode! we all go crazy stop by for racing car compete with each other and jun yan sad thing sad beside me saying he will win me next round but the following rounds he still defeated by us 3 girls! im still campion not being show off hahaha!!! after that is hockey game!! tournament! as usual pairing me versus my wife and jun yan versus janice woopiee! so much fun for the day! I enjoy every single moment with you guys like there were no tomorrow because in future everyone is busy and everyone walks in to their destined path and dreams. It will be so hard to meet up you guys all together but we will always stick together as one right? Last but not least i enjoy fooling around with my wig even with my neighbour hahaha! oh well lovely days comes around short but what makes the day best is enjoy and appreciate each other strongly! thank lord for this beautiful day and excitement i have long not encounter! Pray that challenging moment arrive i will heads on and go for it and be confident for once! plus never run away from it! i have wasted enough of myself... i don't want to lose any talent i have owned anymore.. Amen

March 2011 updates!

2011-04-12T21:58:00.003+08:00

Dear Bloggie, I'm deadly sorry not updating because not really the best day i go through in time for March but... it wasn't bad at all too! i'll just summarise my life in here anyway. Well, lets start off from the day i got my result then! it is at 23rd of March if i remember the date correctly, we all went to school to claim our "beloved" result! it was fantastic though, meeting back old people where we hadn't met for 4 months and it seems a great change among them and us! especially their appearance, gone dyeing their hair into brown colour all become stylish some goes handsome and some goes pretty! except for me though i go for UGLINESS! hahaha At 12 o'clock they start to announce from 6A students to the highest and congrats to my friend got 10A+ straight! she is really a genius!! terror man! well mine wasn't nice to look and mention so i will keep as a secret! *shhhhhh* *wink* After that i have lunch with Yin babe and i went to a mall just around the area and join my wife babe and sista jying gang for movie! we watch Rango the ultimate lame movie of a lizard felt out of a circus truck and wondered around to find his destine in a deserted town and be a sheriff as a hero! wasn't that bad right? hahaah Besides, month of March is the best month of something i can remember. I'm proud to remember it though. That is being positive! Never think a result as an end of world, but get up again and be the world best girl that you can imagine in your way and shine through your way. Sometimes, we always pray to god that we always rely on him saying our wayy was written by him but in our world, earth even he is looking above us.. on Earth, we neither can see him or always rely on him. We could believe in him to bring us together again when we are down, but when we are in full of spirit, why don't we make our destiny together? find our ways with great dreams and one day.. we will look back upon our memories, how a little fine kid turns into somehow realistic thinking, down to earth person exist in this world? So be a brave ones full of confidence make a step, and there goes the future brighten! thank you for the lovely month and i do really appreciate! Amen

26.02.11 another great day in feb!

2011-02-26T23:00:00.000+08:00

Dear bloggie,

It seems today was another great day for everyone! Why I describe it that way? It's because all of my friends booked me out that day! Where I have plans that day too! Oh well I managed to attend it all except one! Sorry guys! Let me touch down the details for this wonderful day!

Today is a blessing day for what seems god gave to this couple, grace and Benjamin. That is grace my babysitter's daughter! I have went to help out and be a busybody girl like a paparazzi enjoying the event.

After time passes to 11 I have got another event going on as I leave and on my way to KLCC for my next event that is surprise party for Jun Yan! We have a movie for the mechanic which is average and we have our lunch at chili's!
We eat we laugh we joke about bills and there comes the birthday cakes! Sang birthday song and open the birthday present and waaalaaaa!! MU t-shirt and a football! Awwww* his faces goes totally red and he looks line about to drop with happy tears! All thanks to Janice that she prepare so much but he didn't know. SAD!

On top of that I meet up alot of svian ppl that are my school friends and I have a good chat with my dear girl azreen! Oh and I rush back it was 5 something and I joined the wedding dinner!

I ate alot and laugh alot today! It's one of another best day I had and I would love to Congrats grace and Benjamin the lovely couple and happy birthday to Jun Yan!!

Last but not least sorry to iris and bella!! That I could not join you both in the national library for classical music research and I will repay back! Bless everyone for a great day and smile and take away the bad day! Thank you lord for a lovely and wonderful day! Amen!

25.02.11

2011-02-26T17:50:00.000+08:00

Dear bloggie,

Today, there will be one buffet held... In my childhood memory.. Where I was being taken care of have lots of fond memories when I was a kid...

The purpose of this buffet is to invite the bride side family and friends to have a meal with the bride giving blessing and enjoy a night before her big day!

So I was being invite with my family. We are sort of a family member as I was being taken care when I was just a month old by babysitter. They for all treated me like I'm their daughter And I still keep in touch with them and join some event they will have.

When we arrive, it seems I have went back as a child. Many familiar faces Came across my mind when I was a kid I have seen them b4. After I have eaten, I join a conversation with Chong ping his wife and jia Jun talking about recent life and past. Chong ping was a brother when I was a kid I would run down floor and go to his house and chit chat play with. It was fun talking back with old friends.

Until then, he suddenly mention about his brother Chong yap. I can't remember him even his face till then he mention about a rose! And I remembered! The rose! It was a rose I have gotten when I was a kid. That rose was a glass it contains perfume in it. But I can't remember his appearance... At all! And he say he will tell his brother about it and feel disappointed. I flushed. I felt sorry as I can't remember him because he came down once only and it's 2 days! How could I remember!

I'm wondering when I was a kid how I got react to it... Blushing? Happy? excited? Embarrass? Any how everyone starts to make fun of me with that incident and making sort of a big deal that he is my beau or first love that sort of love thing! He mention also about to take a picture of me to let him look and feel regret or something. It goes lunatic with all the pranking. Anyhow, in heart it felt ticklish not knowing I have a girl gift from a boy when I was so young. Hahaha

That happiness and curiosity I have bring along with me but I know I would not eagerly check him out when I heard out he is not a smart guy. Sorry I have offended feelings but is just my impression wanted a guy that atleast not a bad English person.

Just can't help to think of it by now. Why all the not so smart and mostly not fully educated people have a feeling towards me.. However the ones I prefer is all just a friend I can count on?

The Day after Valentine ♥

2011-02-16T09:06:00.004+08:00

Dear Bloggie,

It seems that this year 2011 have made a good friend stater with me that gives me the best moment i have been through my life! it just touched to see there are still friends that i could count on and laugh sincerely even though my words was ignored most caused each of us have too much opinion to share but we have out time of life! and thats what made my day.

bella, iris and daisuke comes to my house to get ang paos haha still having CNY for the last 4 days why not take the chance? and i for the very first time, woke up at 6:30 in the morning to make the cake just for them to have things to munch on.

after all the laugh and talks in my house it goes lively for a long time in my house that doesn't gets much noisier when we are around. we go for an outing of thinking bowling game but is too long, so we have some of our time in the arcades.

somehow we got over excited with the music box and tap on forgetting the time and its just hilarious looking bella playing by smashing the key when people jusy play by pressing softly! HAHAHA

me and bella team up and daisuke with iris. our team gets the most perfect and match up like a couple ♥*awwww* hehes

since we missed our bowling chace we continued with hockey game. me and bella fought for 3 rounds like the the game will determine who will die or survive! we fought with our death penalty techniques while bella giving me her death glare for every chip she have stop and aim HAHAHA. still she lost twice and the last i have bet her for winning and she did!

daisuke fought with bella and they are like super long!!! one goal is like 5 mins hahaha but daisuke is very good at aiming and it goes right in! xD he wins!
bella is getting frustrating hahaah and i fought with daisuke too! he is good though but somehow he have made alot of mistake in the end by making 3 times of own goal to my account i win hahaha!

next is aim master with a soft player iris! she feels terrible cos too hard of getting a goal but she said : is better than playing with the both death players hahahaah!!! can sleep on the table and also hit the chips off the board!

and the day just end with a chat with bubble tea with laughters and fun! its the best memory of all we had the four of us ♥ for you all and thumbs up for that great moment!

My very First Valentine Day ♥

2011-02-16T08:50:00.002+08:00

Dear Bloggie,
again i have push you out of my mind that i never intend to leave my history here. But since is my special day of moment i would want to put it up! as it have coloured my first experience on it when i could wish was HIM, but seems i got the better of it ;)

well, i would like to say that is so special because is Valentines Day! have everyone must have go through with your love ones right? i have not.. i mean HIM! and throughout all the 18 years of Valentine Day, this year however have enlighten my heart and i will always remember!

Thanks to my dear Anna ♥ who without fail have surprisingly call me out that day and celebrate with me as her one day ticket girlfriend *sweet loves that never melts* hehe ♥

i never thought an ordinary girl like me would felt really appreciated until she was the one that makes me special in heart heart in many ways and unique! we have lots of unexpected fate that link us in this beautiful life.

i would love and glad to say thank you to you as my friend, best friend, girlfriend and the least my boyfriend for that day being! thank you and forever loves ♥

HIM that i miss! not HIM but Him, kelvin ♥ my dearie brada!

2011-02-13T23:55:00.001+08:00

Dear bloggie,

well this is the day just before Valentine and i got a surprise i have when my parent's friend 2 family came for a reunion with us as every year we wil have. so that day we were totally so tensed up and busy preparing dishes walking around checking another dish is it fine.

my dad's friend son keep looking at me though i wonder being a housewife attitude attracted him? hahaha sorry being a lunatic well back on line, so we are busy and till awhile at afternoon suddenly i heard my phone ringing in the room! i was surprised to see this name appear on my phone! Kelvin

who is he?? is it HIM?? nahh he is Him! my life partner to share my study and hardship and experience! my best pal and my best brother i ever have! so i rushed into the room called him and we have our nice and Laugh Out Loud chat!

we spend like one hour talking blah-ing alot! that one hour is lie gold sand ticking the clocks that how precious we had talking his National service in Sabah , me talking what i did and remembering the past of all we been through its just memorable days we had been together! *loves him more than i loved myself*

unfortunately, times comes when we have to go! my phone got dead if not would have waste my credit atleast! but its enough for the time being, we will meet again after one month :)

i felt guilty as i didn't talk with the girls who i onli met once a year but we did chat when the process of preparing dish. well is wonderful year and day to have them and Him with me!

15.01.2011

2011-01-18T20:56:00.002+08:00

Today was a day my heart was shattered by my beloved girl. Janice Lim.

We have an outing today. Janice, David, Jun Yan, Jun Ken, Savin, Jo Vy and myself for a movie and dinner.

We was pranking on the 3 boys Jun Yan and his brother plus Savin leaving them in food court to eat and head off for sushi king. It was awesome! The end they all prank us back when Janice and David look for them.

We have a movie "Faster" by The Rock and was quite nice and few parts was a shock scene. I and Jo Vy somehow didn't enjoy much. Maybe we were tired. After that, on the way back we found out something.

David and Janice being weird all day, and I was rushing David to break my heart after Jo Vy. Without fail it did. It was Janice birthday.

She was crying secretly, and we apologized. I hug her and kiss her for a repayment. I know it just isn't enough. It didn't feel sincere at all. Idiot me!

Anyhow, I will remember this time. I promise. I'm sorry and I love you! Happy birthday Janice!

Days after days

2011-01-18T20:47:00.001+08:00

Hey! Sorry to my dear electric diary. Pardon my long absence of writing my daily. Been writing actually, in my heart though.

Hmm.. It seems just going through all the same, going out for business, taking driving lesson, watch drama burning midnight oil etc.
It just seems so tiring and bored too. Sometimes stress stream was best out of it. Just you know human are imperfect. Tend to be a brat and whine for our life is so tough not getting any easy.

By notice, I found something about myself lately. Drinking coffee tends to make me feel like I want that day to last long with my eyes open. Burning midnight oil for drama till at least 4 in the morning.

Oh well, hope tomorrow will be a better day, gonna have my second lesson for driving for slope and parking. Wish me luck!

Prayers for the day, wish everyone is happy and overcome difficulties together and prolong the happiness on your heart and emotion. :) amen.

Buzzling day

2010-12-29T01:39:00.001+08:00

Today 28th December 2010, it's an exhausting day but enjoyable. Ought to replace christmas day for me.

Today have made my acc n also have some time with my mum. And went to time square having a survey for pricing n supplier stuff for our coming up web trading market.

So I and another chan buzzing all over timesquare And gold river walking here and there busied. We also caught up a movie meet the fockers. It's totally hilarious with all the anus, penis, god focker and erection talk and a lovely dad n granddad fight. Awesome. I rate it 4.5/5!!!

After that is just all the talking and speed walking. Hahahahah. Well that's all for tonight.

Lord, please grant everyone a beauty sleep and take away sadness from my frens and everyone to have peace and happiness in mind n soul. Amen.

Tiring day

2010-12-28T22:36:00.001+08:00

During Christmas eve in 2010, it's an awesome day even with some grumpy attitude from my dear fren due to lack of sleep. Other than that was fantastic!

We went for a movie gulliver's travel. It's a giant found out unconscious and appear in an isle of liliput. And there goes classic mix into modern and all comedy n adventure. It's wonderful!

After that was an unresistable Japanese lunch in sushi zanmai in fahrenheit 88. Totally full that my stomach blotch as though I was pregnant for 3 months!

And there goes sleepy in the car on the way back and enjoy continue my drama marathon. :)

That all for Christmas eve. Before I end, I would Loke to wish merry Christmas and happy new year! God bless this wonderful day and all the blessing!

Random

2010-12-25T21:27:00.001+08:00

It came to my mind abruptly a moment. Thinking that. During this time you have went to new Zealand last year for a trip with your relative that is a sister to your deceased mother.

That was a year back. I wonder have you too, this year after all the exam, will you go oversea and have fun again?

Always wondering where are you now, how have you been, what are you doing and so forth. It seems I just can't bare my mind without you.

After all the outcast you have given me. All the breaking of soul I had, I still ought not to forget you and yearn you more n more till the extend of wanting to meet madness. My heart, is still holding on to you. Waiting for you, having hopes held on to you.

Christmas today.

2010-12-25T21:00:00.001+08:00

Wow. I never wrote anything here after all the hassle n hard stream about my big time exam was done! And here I am. Writing again.

Well, today is christmas. Merry Christmas to everyone. Well I just read through my post for past year. I totally forgotten I went out during Christmas eve. It ended quite badly didnt i last year? I end up crying on christmas. Because I think of him.

Hmmm. Now I'm at home, spending all my time with drama. Never think of spending my time with friends. Even my brother have asked me to join a Christmas with our beloved lecture. I reject.

Am sort of wanting my Christmas to be alone. I just dunno how to appreciate the beauty of Christmas. Exchange present, attending church, to praise the lord and thank the lord. Here I would like to sincerely apologize to Jesus it is true.

Should I read bible for the night now? To repay my thoughts as my apology. I would confess too. I really am sad my lord, would you appear in my dreams to hear all my confession my prayer? To guild me all of it?

Time flys and its starts again

2010-09-21T08:15:00.001+08:00

Dear bloggie,

Im missing awhile again. Well time for some updates!

To form 5 students we have onli have 6 days to go to trials, second biggest exam of this year! Are you prepare yet? Yeah yesh you do! But im not and that is seriously bad!!

I only revise 10% of each subject which concluded with 2 forms onli you think there is time catch up?! I guess not so the left over time, guess is just the only time keep doing past year question and other exercise then.

I gotta announce something, im not sure im gonna be active on blog or not. Im feeling lazy and sometimes just feeling it to keep it to myself? So yeah, that all for this mean time.

P/s: my father, my lord jesus please bless everyone and keep them healthy and in piece mentally to go through the hardship that feels up our life full of up and downs. And guide us through the light of the steps to go through. Amen!

during this weeks holiday,,,

2010-06-17T21:17:00.005+08:00

Dear bloggie,

Im sorry being lost again to no where to be found and left you rust alone here again... But today i would like to express what i do during this holidays.. :)))

the bad news is.. my dad eye got bitten by some insects in the eyeball which makes his vision blurr and im very worry about him.. God please bless my dad to recover faster, and everyone too :) amen :)

the good news was during this holiday i have to take my dad, and i do cooking and some daily chores that my dad used to do... im surprise and happy that my cooking skill have not deteoriate :DDDD happy happy!!! for pass few days the soup and lunch i have made was the top top delicious!! even my dad had to admit(feeling beaten) by how i can beat him easily which he cook so much for us for lunch!! hip hip hooraaayyy~~ xD

i feeling bad too over myself.. :(( i haven't start revising yet! OMG!! exam is around the corner!! PLEASe TZE YIING!!! start studying now!!! gosh!!! must keep up all the sylabus and all!!! god please make me amd guide me through again ><

here is where i ended my confession.. God bless everyone, and to my dear friends, family, and love ones =) many loves to you all =)

P/s : i miss you alotas always.. the special "you".......

times goes by, feeling pass by

2010-05-15T11:01:00.003+08:00

times are flying incredulously fast

and is May already

may my hearts on you was so long

it hurts so much when i think of you for a long time

but i can't deny my memories

as it was just the innocence love i had for you

it was unbearable

but i still stand there still

holding on to the memories

another things i do

2010-04-15T23:17:00.003+08:00

today too!!

i have a great time eating with my god sister , Zickee =D

we went to sushi king... which they have a promotion offer any plates is 2 ringgit!!

we have a great satisfaction and we ate 14 plates! haha!! consider i ate 9 plates! which is a lot if filling of rice that makes me full =X

after that we walk around as usual and test some clothes and going her house catching up a movie and walk night market till 8 something as normal to enjoy myself and with her!

today conclusion is im very happy and i got a nickname from her "the big eater monster" and a trophy reward for eating so much of sushi!! haha xDD

todays aural was awesome!!

2010-04-15T22:32:00.010+08:00

Dear bloggie,

sorry for avoiding you for such a long time! im sincerely sorry for no updates and left you to dead... but today since im having the time and mood... i would like to share my life and time today! =)

today was having schooling as usual... but today was somehow a very special day... today we have aural test for english subject... the first few groups present their aural... Ivan, Khor, sai, mah and tengku was all about comedy how to fight and self defense with a fresh fruit!!! insane right?? protecting yourself with fruits??!! well it was stupid but everyone having a good time! =D

next goes to ravin and jun yan group.. it was all about sex education!! i will give the biggest applause to them for a good aural and acting skill!! =D *clap clap clap x100000000~~* xDD

with all the pregnancy and wig involve and perverted action! the aural was awesome!

unexpected to be that joyful... and next was lim and jaya group.. talking about using local product than imported product... by using some few example of sex stuff like prostitute and bed skills and the creative part are on the phone!!!! apple iphone and a so called local phone DURIAN iphone!!! which is onli 6000 sens! that lasted for 5-6 days!! hahahahaha it was all the funny stuff...

as for the conclusion today, we all enjoy the aural and with all the confuse mind about everybody having fruit problems or disease?? haha well... that is a mystery~~ =D

school holiday is stating

2010-03-12T17:33:00.004+08:00

school holidays!!

WOW!

it sounds nice!

but is not DX

i can't go out too much!!!!

too many things to prepare!!

example!!!

3rd day of holiday = piano grade 7 theory exam =X

5th 6th is tuition day

whole week of study

and whole weeks of practising piano!

GOSH!!!

i rather have no holidaY!!!

that makes it no school holiday homework from teacher!!!

i can't believe im saying this for this post

2010-03-05T19:20:00.005+08:00

i will never believe im writing this again

im in love with you again...
i shud have stop loving you

i should have move forward...
only just missing our memory is just enough...
but deep in my heart...

i really lie myself...
what happy??
what positive??
what im happy??
what im okay already??

all is just..........
BULL SHIT!!!

to can't let go of you...
is my biggest mistake...
because you and i know...
we can't get together right?...

12.02.2010

2010-02-13T08:22:00.002+08:00

Today!!!!

go back to Prai!! xDDDD

food!!!

FUNN

and ANGPAO!!! XDDD

well on the way to Prai, we are still before ipoh by 70 Km which we use 2 hours 30 mins ==

normally very fast we will reach there

but because of stupid jumpers make us suffer in crappying traffic jam

So My dad very dulan dy

cos got 1 car cut infront of dad

and other keep going front using emergency lane!!! WTF!!!!

then want use phone call police

then suddenly infront we see tol truck then rite there stand a police arrest the car infront of us

SAMAN him ticket!!!!

and next my dad hon to the police and give thumbs up to him doing good job!

the police nodded to us too !! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

in car we all laugh the shit out of us!!!

and that car really mempersiashuikan la!!! some more is CHINESE do that!!!! DX

Next is i see the singapore car also going the emergency lane

i say!! singapore ppl aa!!! == you got standard punya place why follow our this standard!!

make yourself no standard at all man!! ==

i know la is so good which our country here road laws is not strict as yours

but you don't have to be following us!!

you also la SINGAPORIANS mempersiasuikan!

2010-02-13T08:16:00.003+08:00

Dear Bloggie,

Sorry for not updating you all this time! i have been very emo and unlikely i can touch my computer... so i didn't get a chance to update you... And i don't want all my readers to be seeing my emoness rite?? its so boring...no creatvity... so end up i didn't touch you... sorry bloggieeeeeeeeeee!!! you are almost my life, my personal listener... that i can relief my sadness, joy, happiness,and others!

I always love you bloggie! muaxx!!

then morning!!

2010-01-02T10:19:00.002+08:00

i ask my cousin!! say must bring us to apolo for shopping!! xDD

and we did went after having morning dim sum!!!

wahaha

i bought clothes again =X dad is triple killing me xDD

but i enjoy my time hanging out with my cuz go shopping xDD

and talk with this uncle that sell clothes quite expensive==

and chat alot hit my cuz bro xDD

my so called ''boyfriend'' xDD

got mistaken during wedding xDD

and say byes to them!! =( T_T

i miss ya all T_T onli once a year o 2 years once can meet T^T

nvm after spm i will drop by to US and Germany to play with you all!! xDD

and remember must bring me to go eat good food!!

not make me cook food for you all ya know!! xDD

today my cuz wedding!!

2010-01-01T06:52:00.001+08:00

today morning the bride groom came very late ==

so he wedding ceremony start late it started at 10 30

and the bride groom's buddy must play 1 game that is to tie a string with a orange and onli use the orange and swing at hit 9 bottles of water which onli allows 2 ppl

and another 1 is the bride groom's fren must 1 lay at the floor holding the banana using the mouth

and another 1 must pumping and eat up the banana from holding the banana using the mouth xD

LOL i see already look so gayish xDDD

and the bride groom must use his mouth to grab the pencil and write on paper i love yin har~

xDD so romantic xDD good idea!!

then later after giving ang pao for the bride's fren the bride groom must say i love you to my cuz bride

then he say too soft then he say another 1!!

bride groom said :" lao po!! lai yin har !! today i come to marry you and bring you home!!"

so sweet~~ awww soo touchy xDD

then later they have the giving tea ceremony to the elder~~

and the younger 1 got ang pao!! xDD

then finish lo!!

after that we have dinner at the bride groom place

compare to yesterday it is not that good

and the speaker is on top of us ==

and the show girl omg sing also not nice dance also == dunno la no comment

and end it didn't serve fried rice ==

so we damn hungry we got back to prai from alor setar just in time i just come out of the car door then i see fireworks =D

and i see moon too is lovely reminds me the memories with you and you and you

is so beautiful!! i have some pics of it too~~

just onli smile and enjoy the flashback memories in my mind

after finish watching! we all go to mamat stall!!

wa kee siao all order food like crazy starving xDD

then eat until got some satisfaction we oni went home!!

from the moral of the story is...

eat cheap food can fill our stomach then eat expensive food!! wahahahaahaha~~ xDD

i just want to say

2010-01-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

in the past in 2009

i have encounter so many problems

just like every year i go through

but this year was the tougher 1

i go through frenship, love, study and also myself

i have happy and sadness together!!

but i go through it and stand up for it =D

and this year starts a new year

and again i welcome it with open heart

even it will be tougher b4

but i still have to endure it

its my life

and i will claim it in my way

and proceed to the future

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

today!! cuz wedding dinner!!

2009-12-31T06:00:00.000+08:00

today!!

im going back to Prai to my cuz wedding dinner!!

but on the way i go to my mum's eldest sis house to visit her and her daughter new born abt to be 1 year old girl~ min xi~~

we reach there we talk and chat and i play with the girl~~ omg she is so kawaii~~

she love to look at me i dunno y?? mayb cos i make all the funny face to make her smile?

o mayb i wear very sexy?? xDD LOL Tze Yiing stop with the self perasan attitude la ==

and this girl's favourite was must go out of house xDD

my dad just carry her out of the house door onli she very excited!!

keep waving goodbye to us xDD love her nia~~ wan a daughter like her =X

LOL still long way la stupid me Xp

then later have lunch with da yi then we continue our journey to Prai lo!!

then reach dy eat again == OMG gonna grow damn fat back

after that i drink 1 can of heineken xDD siao just reach then heineken LOL

my Gu Chiong also say i good join him xDD

then finish go back rest lo then after that start dressing and make up at 5 30 ><

then later go there le~~ then realise feel i make up like ghost xDD nvm be ghost the second time xDD

and got quite some no. of ss-ing i have with my cuz that so hot and sexy xDD and myself ==

so then start wedding lo!! waaa my cuz damn pretty lo!!

the hair the make up xDD nice nice~~

and the food was delicious and the singer were all good even is old de =D

and i have carlsberg bet with my bro cuz 1 cup drink whole thing==

and i also have 1 cup of wine that time ==

siao lo drink so much dad look at me xDD

and after the dinner we go to cuz house then drink some more ==

i see dao my Gu chiong boss bet with the Zu ci ren O_O

waa she really can drink!!! alot of cup nia she drink the whisky!! plus the cordan bleu!!

i drink 1 sip the cordon bleu wow!! is damn nice syiok!! cannot drunk 1 but is above 50% la xD

so syiok see them drink and also see my cuz combing hair ceremony

then later help her wash hair >< waa alot pin nia got 37 pin on her head say very nice

actually very painful de aa T_T aiyo wedding very xin ku

and go back the time is 2 30 am le~~ wahaha

then shower and sleep at 3 30 =DD

our jie mui gathering b4 end 2009!

2009-12-29T22:31:00.002+08:00

today was lucky!!!!

my mum juz give permission say i can go xDD

to where??!!

sure is to my lao po house!!!!

i think bcos she heard about Lam ci lai is name xDD

today we have a gathering of sushi party~~~ Yum yummyyyy~~~~~

so i went to wangsa walk to find some stuff and i meet jie there to walk awhile~

then like long loooo~~~ no see dao her

then we like gila gila as usual~

chit chat like crazy~~ and the boiling os open already ya know!!

student price is RM 3!!!!

then later we walk to jo wheeeeeeee's hse~~~~~

so reach le~~ see dao Vivian and jia ying~

who we miss ??!!

we miss our 1 lovely mui that is BEIBEE JAn mui~~ T^T

ahhh mui we miss ya!! so hope you too join ><

so we all chat and play with dog Dozer and vivian's dog rainy~~

then we start our sushi time!!

eat eat wrap talk all kinds of craps!!

then start of giving idea playing true or dare!!!

and jie start of eating 1 sushi with full of wasabi == she make herself and eat herself ==

and record!! omg she cries xDD

so then later is my lao po~~

omg first try no feel ==

then jie make another 1 with double times wat she eat of wasabi!!!

and my lao po cry~~ xDD omg really red tomato face come out!! xDD

so b4 start truw or dare we watch final destination 4!!!

== zzzzz i really hate to watch so gross man!! but get force to watch ><

it really isn't me now im so coward dun dare to watch all this horror movie le T^T

so later watching we start our game true or dare!!!! xDDD

starting few rounds a few amount of us sticks to true and our secret expose!!

LOL... mine the most gerli 1 ba == all know wat i did with him ==

But still i didn't tell out our secret place xDD

then later start dare!!

wow all very open!! all got like dance sexy dance and do crazy stuff!! xD

it was fun!!! all the video will deliver to you when im back sorry for the delay T^T

and i will update some photos too ^_^

and after the crazy sushi party is next destination at 9 o'clock is

KL TOWER!!! and i have take lots of picture with my imagination thought of shapes xDD

and the end of my beautiful day in 29!!

today~~

2009-12-28T11:07:00.000+08:00

today

i was assign to tour guide my cousin and his gf to walk

so first we went to klcc

we walk and talk

then we have lunch at sakai sushi~~ (sakae sushi)

my set was delicious!

lots of stuff!!

my gosh i eat fully!!

im super hungry and im super full!! but i didn't eat much compare to last time

so hooray!! my diet thing working make my stomach small so i dun eat much and get full easily

then we walk and i get to buy 1 vincci purse~~ i wanted white but easy dirty =[

so i got a brown 1 but is a very nice brown~ xDD and my cousin buy give me as present~

xDD thx cousy~~~ love ya~~

but the whole thing is i kinda get zha dao from him

keep using his visa ==

then he explain and i finally understand~~ hahahahahaha

so next station is time square~~

omg i walk over all the cheapest stall!!!! total is 3 floors

i walk all!!

i bought alot!!

2 black slim jeans OMG my favourite 1!! nvr regret to buy even my pants is alot already~~

then i bought 3 clothes the 2 not that satisfy but the black 1 is awesome~~ xDD

then i bought eye glue and liquid eye lashes black~~

the eye glue kinda of mistake shud buy white ><>

today christmas eve!!

2009-12-24T19:33:00.000+08:00

well today christmas eve should be going out with

BByin and FT darling de

but one goes far and another 1 is near

but timing my dad don't let count down

so didn't get to go out with them ='(

and i have check up to0

but then

next morning

i went to check up

finish

then my dad suddenly ask me

do you have lunch at home or not??!

then i say no

take the chance

then he say work or tuition

then i lied say tuition

sorry daddy i really want to go out enjoy my christmas time

so then i go back get ready and when out

i watch 2 movies in a roll

first "THE PRINCESS AND THE FROG~!"

WOW THE MELODY THE RHYTHM THE JAZZ

is all wonderful

and 1 part with the mama odie is very nice~

plus the ending too ><

i wish i have my fairytale too ><

well =) it will never come true~

then rush out!!

next movie~~

alvin and the chipmunks 2~~

omg!! damn nice damn funny

im gonna buy the CD again

and watch like crazy!!!

can't tell for this 1!

must go watch your own~~

after 2 good, awesome, fantastic, briliant movie

i buy my lunch SUBWAY again!!! as always my favourite~

then walk my own~~

wonder where my next destination?

is the walkway where all my past memories are there with you, my dear

the place where i promise beg myself not to go again and torture myself

but i went

it hasn't change a thing

only thing changes is you weren't there

to join me again the place where we cuddle

the place where we have our sweet moment

that time it felt so cold

without your warmness there for me

2009-12-24T03:30:00.001+08:00

lately im bringing sleep real LATE!!!

i m been for 6 days? i slept at after 2 am atleast??

why?

because i started to play on my old games

and i love it

and i knew some fren

and somehow now

got myself into and unforgiven situation

that i can't forgive myself

yesterday was 5 am i slept

now?? i feel better all

still very energetic

that now is already 3 3o am

feeling so good

and felt bored too

so i have a can of SKOL beer drink instead of a cup of red wine

i can't find it anywhere =(

mayb i was just looking possible places

i haven't really look through anywhere

but is still the best companion of all

now feeling better

not that emo as just now

even more to torture myself making myself more weak and sick

well is worth while now

=DD

just enjoying

being a goner and a loner xDD

this time

2009-12-15T17:20:00.002+08:00

After this time

my heart is frail

is weak

but i have learn from you

patient | courage | honest

i know that strength is something you choose upon

all of the reason i keep on believe in

and now i will try hard to keep my heart still

and passes through the time

where i will find again

that is waiting infront of me

yos!! finally discharge

2009-12-15T16:34:00.003+08:00

yo back again

yesterday was going for check up for my leg

and the doctor say i have to go for the MRI scan again something to do with radio scanning like x-ray ==

because he suspect ligament torn and also so call knee gear works wrongly i dunno how to explain this part with words

anyway continue

so we were actually waiting for the insuran company greenlight which means they will pay for it

but then too long so my dad say he will pay first and if insuran gives us the green light and will refund then i know the cost just for 1 scan for this!!!!

1000!!!! ==

just for this MRI onli omg!!!

and later part scan lo

then result really out and say got torn but partial 1 sooooo lucky!!!!

but my leg still swollen and so have to take out blood and put in gel to support my knee and make me stand straight again

so have to go in operation surgery room there lo

so go on with the procedure again

be clean wear operation clothes again ==

like the previous 1 i have last year

then i overheard the conversation

my previous operation just operation not yet count MRI and staying at hospital is 10,000!!!!!

@_@

ok really freak me out !!! that much??

really cannot underestimate the amount SIAO!!! can let me buy shop how many crazy stuff!!

==

so go through the operation and quite pain but just after 30 seconds i smile back again

dunno y

i hurt myself on that day also same

can still change all types of expression

the doctor also say i was a joker muahaha XD

he love me i love him sweet cute lovely doctor no wonder my dad is his best fren

then go back room lo

tell daddy how lo

then stay at room fat mou

cos daddy go back take things and eat dinner plus other stuff

so at room alone for 4.5 hours too boring msg with all my frens

love them all caring and could accompany me

muacks thanks to all my frens love ya~~ touchy T^T

so have to stay overnight in order to get insuran so stay alone lo!!!

how brave am i mwahaha no need ppl accompany me

love myself give myself a trophy being this guai and great =)

2009-12-13T16:43:00.002+08:00

just a wish

i look upon

it passes 1 month

but is not granted

he have promise

but it was gone

he have broke it

to the time he never remembers at all

to the time,.....

where his trust was no longer show towards me

where he just wan onli the time back his alone

without me... he was happy nor sad

but

i just stop there

i never want it to be this way

as that was me to blame

to blame all of my silliness

all of the stupid me...

waiting him...

its what i want

but now

i just wish to see him once

embrace him just the last hug that i could get

and it will be our ends of our time

and kiss away my beautiful memories

it will be just enough

enough to make me hold on to my life

2009-12-13T16:32:00.004+08:00

in my dreams or imagination

back then

we have imagine together

with a house in the dark

in the living room

with candlelits upon us

we have a dining of candlelit dinner

happily we chat

and has a dance of waltz

we have a hug we embrace

and a kiss that feels eternity

----------------------------------------------------------

but now

im sitting in a living room

dark in the night

have a candle lits upon me

with a glass of red wine

sitting in the darkness

look upon the sky

and swift by our memories

and with wish praying

how it was

if the times stop

and remain in the beautiful night

with the tears slide down my cheeks

and with the red wine as my companion

accompany me through the sorrow and empty night

2009-12-13T16:29:00.003+08:00

In the dark room

lying at the bed

full of pain

thinking of you

i call you again and again

i wanted to hear your voice

as i need you

but you didn't

i desperate of needing your voice

to calm my heart

that to think everything will be alright

i really need you

but you don't want to be there

i cry

with pain and my hope with a crack

lost upon in mystery

today feeling better

2009-12-12T16:40:00.002+08:00

today my leg feeling better with the pain killer i took yesterday

not tat swollen anymore like pig leg anymore =(

but the next thing i saw after standing................

my leg isn't straight anymore

it twist to other side

GAWD!!!!!!

help me i cannot bare to think nor see

its killing me the next thought im thinking

i will cry for it

nonoNONO!!!!!

i wan it to be straight!!! i wan to walk like normal!!!!

i wan my old condition back!!!

really is my biggest fear of all of losing the leg NO!!!!!!

must be back please god please give me the strength and will to recover soon

my father please JESUS!!!! help me my lord!!!

i want my leg to be perfect again T^T

well today X(

2009-12-11T22:20:00.000+08:00

Today was a bad luck day!!!!

it should be a fantastic day but it ruined by bad lucks~~~~

many many many many bad ones!!!!

today is an outing with my jie mui gang

we plan to go roller

got Ching, vivian, janice, ling and leslie plus but not least me!!

Ivan tan can't go and eddie fong fei gei!!! RAWR smack him!!!

left leslie alone with us so kelian!! but nvm he used to it =)

and after my breakfast everyone looking at me eating sooo paiseh

then go roller lo

that day some more i make up swt kesian onli me jan eye not feeling well but nvm la

so then roll lo

forget how to roll and the shoe feel weird yesterday =(

i didn't ask for change so nvm just leave it wear it dun care

then roll lo then accident come...!!!!!!!!

i tat time hold jie de hand(Ching) we roll ok 1 suddenly infront of us noob ppl not stable still hold hand and roll fast

then she trip her leg hit mine and my left leg hook to jie de leg and it sprank

OMG!!! damn pain it was my previous place where i have an operation on it

i was suckish that time crying what the f!!!!!!

really wan to scold that damn stupid lame b**** girl

never say sorry also and roll off

then later only say sorry!!!! and i can't even hear also some more is just behind me f her!!!

cursed like like shit im gonna curse eu !!!!

so it go bengkak lo!!! shit like pig leg

then have to call my dad and come fetch me!!!

can't even walk properly and leg can't go straight damn it!!!!

then reach hospital again have to sit in wheelchair!!!! omg not again!!!

but have to cannot afford to put more strain of strength on it anymore will get worse

so i felt so lonely

call him dun pick up my phone all the time i feel of needing him so much

but too bad was not there

lucky have my kai bro really love him much too much can't deny love eu bro~~ muacks~~

then see doctor lo then say lucky just swollen nothing bad

so he just take out blood again and fluid so that it not tat swollen to put my leg straight

but still pain with sanity!!! OMG!!! i won't even open my eyes to see my blood cos can't bare to see it wahahaha im just coward

then done when dad go pay the fees and get my medicine the doctor come out and say actually my ligament torn abit

he didn't let my dad know

omg!!! another my GAWD!!! but thx to the doctor he didn't tell my dad if not really im finish

become roast chicken dy no CHAN TZE YIING anymore!!!!

and later i receive message from my jie mui saying many bad things happen too haiz

really bad day!!! was planning this was my last time to enjoy roller

but fate just tell me this whole entire life i gonna ban, anti and hate roller!!!

not even a slight liking on it!!! even that place was a memory over someone

is the onli place i can remember about him everything

but sorry to say is a fate i must hate you roller!!

and thats all

this year bad year to get hurt physically not counting on my mental YET!!!!!

must really cry in touch feeling that this year when is over!!!

yeah!!! tomoro xD

2009-11-30T20:47:00.006+08:00

yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tomoro!!!!!!!!

going out with mui with her sis and cousins!!!!

watch TWilight New mOOn SaGa!!! xD

Yaaahoooo~~

hehe shuang~~ xD

and shopping with her Xp

2009-11-25T18:54:00.000+08:00

am i ok in this pic lol >< lols eating XD
the 3 sampat babe forever xD
love this dress xD
the 3 blackies xD
the leng lui xD
baby learning guitar xD
the curve christmas design so beautiful like u are in heaven
the cupids xD i wish i have 1 beside me always =) haha i got 1 soul liao mayb dun need angel at the moment =]
fuhyoh sit on old antique car ... babies rich xD
the sunglassy babez xD Ft so yeng baby so sunny~~ =D
i love to have this piano of my own ><

2009-11-25T18:41:00.001+08:00

Today

i went out with my two babezz~~

FT my darling and BByin my baby~~

We went to ikan0 and cUrve~~

XD

firstly baby come to my hse ><

then i still haven't shower when she arrive at 9 30 ><

then later my darling come fetch us lorh~~

not her la her parents la as she dunno how to drive

then we reach there at 12 ><

then we start to walk lo sure go shop la!!

me and baby is shopaholic like de no doubt!!

then we start go try all kinds of outfits

and also no doubt we start to SS camwhore again~~~ >__<

haha then walk here and there then baby leg pain dy

then i help her lo change shoe lmao!!

everyone keep looking at us XD but who care if frenz got trouble sure help la!!

i some more so da fang de

dun care my body must care others first when they need !! ^O^

then walk lo then ss again xD

then later stomach start to twitch~~~

then we go eat lo baby dun wan eat thai food

cos very spicy but she have too cos 2 person vote for goin in

and end up she didn't eat just drink =_=|||

baby~~ not good for health aaa...

wan diet also not like this ba >__<
then i call tom yam soup with seafood!!!

my favourite must be sour de XD

i eat shuang shuang but damnnnn spicy

they siao put so many chili padi my tongue and lips and eyes burning >____<

then we go back lo >__<

then go to jj some more xD

cos i wan buy clothes then go there buy dy and walk awhile

then we go back lo ><

so tired but is worth

cos is going out with someone i love

enjoy my time very well =DD

2009-11-21T13:25:00.004+08:00

We having time together with burthday gurl at

canese tea house at Genting Klang

the participate

Leslie , Jan(burthday gurl) , Ling , Jing, and Mico(me)

=DD

We have lunch first

our burthday gurl dunno anything we bought a surprise

as me and leslie say wan buy

then eat eat yi xia then come out....

Burthday cake!!!

haha

jan mui

hope eu love it muacks!~

2009-11-20T00:00:00.002+08:00

My baby gurl!! <3

happy birthday to eu
Happy birthday to eu
happy birthday to eu
happy birthday to beibee little gurl

HAPPY BURTHDAY TO EU !!!!!!

=)

Beibee~~ muacks~~ hope today eu enjoy the surprise hehe =)

our outing <3

2009-11-18T19:12:00.000+08:00

today

18.11.09

is we 3 officially jie mui outing!!

the first starting group of jie mui combination!!

Beibee, Zickee and Mico !!!!

hehe

=)

then leh

today our outing destination is KLCC!!!

hehe

today we go watch 2012 xD

lols!!!

before that we go for starbucks

all chit chat then later buy subway n we wait for the movie 2012 for 1 hour lols!!

then we when in the movie was nice...

but i hope we get back some refund!!

cos the cinema sound system got problem

always at the best part it suddenly mute

==|||

and then we go back lo ><

having great times ><

but wish my lao po and vivian could come =(

nvm

we wait next time =)

2009-11-18T19:08:00.000+08:00

jie like jiahao no eye smile =)

jie dun hit me aaa~~~
hihi!~ sor por look >< this 1 perasan girl~
the prejudice monk >< the leng lui's
waa ching future bf xD
lol!! admires to a board muscle guy O.o?
the rules and regulation xD

ling just love to drink water xD
kesian jan mui de ass wan let jie kick >< i help to pull down the building for 2012 xD
me and jie x)

night of the 17.11

2009-11-18T13:20:00.001+08:00

the day !!!

iguesman and joo rocks!!

A little nightmare music!! awesome!!

they both are hilarious =D
they both so sweet =DD
my crazy luuk >< dun see me long
my pretty jie xD
she so sexy nia xD
jie beautiful smile =)

photos of skewl memory of 2009 ='( and others (miss you)

2009-11-17T12:15:00.000+08:00

the sisters

the teachers in assembly

the walkway oo loq yuan become main liao xD

our canteen

our Mr Leslie Chew class rep XD

our cool exam view xD

tension ppl~ last exam and we are free!!!

my frenz ~~

my lao po and me~~ xD muackz darling~

charleen~

OMG!! jan mui!! dun molest me im not lesbian!! xD

the crazy gangs!~ music lovers!!

charleen again =DD

our PKP!!! alex the racist Xp

kishor the crazy Black shot fan!! xD

Jaya the loyalty of indian xD

Chong the kawaii gurl~~

the azam gang!~

Ivan Ho the smiley guy~ miss chin's aka bf XD

the GG mads!!

the last minute work guys!!

the GG and Cho dai di gamerz!!

Ivan Tan the suria guy!! xD

Chew the sweet guy!! but yam bit to0 lols!!

Chai the noob guy!! in chem always admire someone xD

The bbf frenz gang.... awww kelvin di~ eu got admire xD

The bff =)

Deepak and the sweet diego~ =DD

the funny ppl~~ 4bina groups with 1 azam but good frenz

My crazy pic >< The 4Dinamik guys!

My bro back using his new best camera!

Am i a pro photographer?? xD

My picture taking creation!! nice? xD love my camera

thiss too!!

Yeng camera im gonna buy 1 when i have my own money!! buy canon!!

My 38 bro!!

the cool 38 bro!!

fuyoohh!! wan chuan me with his camera !! nvm i got my bao bei sony first next time get another bao bei Xp

Lao po ♥
Jun yan the football madness xD finally gotcha!!

py the self unconfidence ><

subway muffins!! yummy~

wow make me hungry ><

The bisu cool and blurr boy xp
Bryantt =DD

today was the best damn day ever!!!!

2009-11-17T11:37:00.000+08:00

OMGOSH!!!!!!

finally over our pathetic exams!!!

freedom is release!!!

we have finish our exam by 9.45 a.m

during exam i have take some picture our exam

is cool~~

but let teacher pinch ...ish *oouuch* la teacher =(

anyway later part i have take down some pictures

and it will be the memories of 2009 form 4 of my year!!!

after that too i when out with BByin to desa to chills out our freedom

and i meet her friend bryantt and see eu jin again xD lols!!

the shut up bisu cool boy~~~ lalalalalala~~

lol eu jin the name for eu so long bangga tak ? xD

then we hang out for awhile about 1 hour an half then i when back

and rest awhile as later i have to go out again!!

that is whith my jiejie jia ying jie~~ muacks~~ haha jie

today finally get to watch the orchestra!!

it was fun and funny~~

i give it a 10/10 rate!!

it damn rockzz!!! the pianish and violinist so pro

in playing in professional way, comedy, acting omg!!!

damn nice

after that i even get picture with them and autographs of them xD

the best damn night and days ever!!!~~~

im gonna remember 4eva!!!

courage

2009-11-14T15:09:00.005+08:00

everyone i have know

is going through the same problems and sadness as i does

we as humans

know we are weaklings

but we also know

that there is a strength that brings us back up from the start again

that is courage

we must get up

even if we fall again and again

but we too have something that moves us on

even there are something we lose and disappointed

but if we lose

we will gain something new

but we also must sacrifice

to approach what should be ours

and what should be remain

together let us to stand up again to walk through the path we would continue

and be brave once again

yeessshhhhh!!!~~

2009-11-14T13:50:00.002+08:00

finally!!!~~~~~~

left 1 more paper i am free!!!

from the jail of hell!!!

and enjoy my holiday life

with full of boredness LMAO!!!

swt myself

well atleast on the last day of exam

after that im going to watch with my jie the orchestra performance that we pay with expensive price

to enjoy the laughters and music~~

excited xD

so long didn't enjoy this with her dy

last year we have 1 too

but very cold both of us

fight for warmness

she lucky nia got coat from guy xD

me kesian takda ><

nvm

this time will bring jacket

but i know tat jacket actually very thin also

cannot help me much again

==|||

but still will enjoy the moment

because

we pay with high price!! expensive you know

some more must wear very formal dao faint XD

hope tat day no colour wolf

tat time will kesian me and jie dy ><

choi!!!! touch wood xD xD

2009-11-07T16:33:00.003+08:00

Now

is raining heavily

it was like the previous time

in the midnight

dark in the room

hiding under a pillow

scare of the thunder and lightning

asking for braveness to overcome this fear of lightning

then i call you

where you pick up the phone

heard me crying

you kiss me softly through the phone

giving me encourage

to stop crying

and promise me you were by my side

i hear with relieve

you were there for me

i finally calm down

and finally manage to whisper 4 words

i love you beibei

and i sleep back soundly

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

now

i wake up

from this dream

the same thing happen

but

its different now

i can't call you

i wanted to hear your voice

sweetly whisper in my ears through the phone

with your love

but i can't...

because it hurts you if i do so

because you have leave me

to go through a better life

and leave this sad and sorrow memories of us

with dignity

2009-11-03T19:34:00.002+08:00

hahas

yeah~~~~

exam getting lesser dy~~~

holiday is right up

my beloved gurl birthday is coming up too~~~

and this saturday i also have party to go~~

well dunno wat to wear also ><

i dun wan wear so sexy

ltr my burthday gurl de party become im attention xD PERASAN!!!!

and i miss my dear everyday ><

aiyo wish friday could come faster xD

can go out with him again and enjoy our both world moment again

muackz~~~

love ya dear =)

haih

2009-10-31T10:03:00.003+08:00

fake smile

haha

wat an ugly gurl

where did all the confident go?

dunno

just gone like tat

well always like tat

not first time to see this kind of stupid face =)

dunno when will get up from the bottom of the ocean heart again

1 week of exam ruined!

2009-10-30T17:38:00.002+08:00

haiz

next year sure go in last class

dunno wat am i doin in exam

sure waiting to get red marks for exam

dad gonna scold

mum gonna grumble

and next

will be my freedom

GONE!!!!!!

HAIH...

WAT AM I DOING

WAT HAPPEN TO ME

AM I WORRYING TOO MUCH OF STUFF AND MY STOMACH?

getting worse everyday

got vomit also liao

pro liao

still

dun care WAHAHAHAHAAH

just use to it =)

and others still better +u+u+u... GAMBATEH !~ =]

me after next monday will be free from hell gate le ~~

yes!!! can work make money

go shopping!!!

and also must do workout!!!

planning to lose 8 kg b4 start new year!!!!

try best will be 10 haha xD

k ciaos~~~ study time!!~~~

it ends here

2009-10-30T00:00:00.000+08:00

29/10/09

it ends here

wat is it

no need to know

for somehow

i appreciate it this time

but still its not mine

is a false o true feeling to eu

is unknown

it goes same to me

you won't forgive me forever

me?

just the same

as you dun understand how i feel now

and you won't in future either

dun just say about all is onli your thing

everytime eu say like is all my fault

yea i did make it all... bossy attitude all the angryness towards you

but if eu are having feelings for me

please know how am i

if dun dun simply put blames on me

i always feel you just stabbing in my chest

just that you dun show it

now you did

everything

and my feeling towards you this time is true

but it just make me feel you are making a fool with me

since from the day we start over

i can't even feel you are sincere to me anymore

now i just feel is eu are give me back wat i treat you previous that was heartaching

and not to love me the way you do anymore

2009-10-21T20:10:00.002+08:00

i will update soon

about things that happen in skul

and times i spend with my love ones

sorry for keeping eu waiting

and please at more afford on ur study for ur end year exam =)

CIAO!~

ok

2009-10-21T20:05:00.002+08:00

okokokokok!!!!!!

too busy lately!!!!

and now

i just wan to say

welcome

to our end year sarcastism nightmare!!

so all form 4 especially science stream student

prepare ur guns ba armours or any possible weapon

we got 22 papers to shoot!!!!

all GAMBATEH!!!!!!

add alot of oil!!!

+u+u+u+u+u+u+u+u+u!!!!!

fight till the end to retrieve back our victory of freedom!!!!!!

my dunno health?

2009-10-14T19:59:00.003+08:00

YEA!!!!

IM VERY HAPPY!!!

I LOST 2 KG NIA~~~~

WAHAAHAHAHAH

I LOVE IT BABE~~

but leh

dunno good o not de

=='''

cos leh i 1 week lost 1 kg LMAO!
but i also dunno how i got to lose
cos everyday i eat tons and tons of food

like cannot stop eating
but still lost it
hahahaahahah

well
maybe because of my stomach problem
i get to lose it ba

and some workouts
but this stomach pain like siao de
can come and go anytime

and can want pain o dun wan de
when i pain dy
say wan go see doctor

then when reach see doctor
stomach not pain dy
lol!!! stomach really pro find timing

well doctor also say i got stomach problem
and the 'best thing' is....
she dun even know wat is the cause and problem

she also shocked haahahaha
and just few days ago
when have jogging

suddenly the pain come hell 'high''syiok'
until whole body energy weak and numb
fall to the floor
laying like dead frog =='''

lucky no pengsan and no ppl see!!!
if not no face go out see ppl dy
some more mum everytime say keep want bring me go see SPECIALIST pulak!!
i keep say dun wan... reject her

cause

very expensive la!!!
SPECIALIST LEH
just life short a few onli ma
aiyo... nothing wan haha money must keep Xp

today here i am to say..

2009-10-12T15:17:00.003+08:00

here....

now...

i want to say to someone...

to this year

2009

4 Bina's Ah looong

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!~~

HAHA

well big day for our baby gurl le... erm no big gurl i mean Xp

happy sweet 16th birthday amelia-aka-Mrs.Tan~

^^

happy time in pavillion with 4bina gang~

2009-10-11T15:38:00.002+08:00

yo..!!

blogs me back liao wahahaha

well because of this event/party sooo must update lo hehe =)

well yesterday

10/10/09

was an event of celebrating happy birthday for our october babies for chinese la LMAO!

is...

kel kel~ my beloved kai di nia~~

Amelia-aka-Mrs. Tan XD XD

chin sheng-aka-Mr Tan Xp

okok... no talk long long now start

erm yesterday BByin's ah yi come fetch me and leslie and mzyoka go to pavillion

but then leslie can't join cause he got survey at 12 30 so sad =( sorry leslie

next time must give back ur share de promise oo ><

then later we go meet amelia chin sheng and kelvin~

then leh amelia that day shud be good day...

but leh.. got so many things happen lo so shui~ (amelia can buy toto dy Xp)

then later window shop yi xia

then go to SAKAE SUSHI!!!!!

we all enjoying so many food lo... but still not that full wahahaha~~ big eater ma cannot blame~

then b4 goin got 1 surprise for CS and kelvin

we have to shut their eyes then call them open something....

it looks wrap like a candy and lollipop...

guess what is inside???!!!

IT IS.........................

CONDOM!!!!!

WAHAHA XD XD XD

ROFL~ kelvin and CS both get shocked and we all laugh like hell haha xD

BByin and i bought it for both of them hehe nice surprise rite? high 5!!~~~

ok then we have to go for our turn for survey...

then later part after the survey for 2 whole hours...

then go to KLCC SHOPPING XDXD

SHOPPING TO ME IS UNDENIABLE !!! shopaholic spirit comes out

BByin, mzyoka and me went in to ROXY!! as today got voucher and discount

good timing hehe i bought 2 shirt free 1 haha and the design are the same LOLzzzz

but the pattern is different and is nice ~

and also become ROXY member too and got free some stuff

and while shop kel and Leslie and CS went to aquarium~~

but b4 back kel also bought 1 clothes from ROMP cannot blame he fans ROMP haha Xp

then we go back lo

on LRT we also SS awhile then went home lo ><

miss yesterday~~ but nvm after exam we will plan again for another outing together to make more 4Bina memories haha ^^

2009-10-11T09:21:00.030+08:00

sakae sushi~

kelvin and CS~

amelia~ XD

kel bro~ XD

sushi~~~ food~~

opening present XD XD XD

shock after seeing Xp happy burthday~

haha holding the 'crazy' present

BByin and mzyoka~

feeding each other condom =X OMGH!!

the three leng luis~~

the both sexy gurls~

four person lo~ BByin, mzyoka, kel kel, and CS~

leng luizz~

SS-ing~~ =)

me and kel la~~

kel and me and amelia~

SS-ing~~ hehe~~

SS-ing with amelia~ =)

scooping food to eat nar~~ RAWR~
scoop for me~~

mrs tan and mr tan holding phone nar~ see they both smile nia~ sweet~

SS-ing with bro again xD xD

'mature' kelvin ~

me and mzyoka~

mzyoka and BByin~

smile alwayz kel~

all roxy free bag doin member LMAO!

quick silver balloon and me~~ haha ROFL @_@

just wan to wish eu

2009-10-04T22:27:00.003+08:00

well

today

04/10/09

today was my lao po de party

lao po!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY~! <3

ERRRUUMM... actually is still early

hahahaha

well

still want early wish

tomoro i will wish again ^^

and congratz on ur big day for today too ~~ ^^

mmmuuaaccksss~~~~~~

hehe ^^

eu alwayz my cute and happy lao po~~

love ya~~

2009-10-01T17:29:00.009+08:00

really wat the fuck!!!!

2009-09-30T20:10:00.002+08:00

well today goes like this

i dun even wan to remember today also!!!!

well mayb some part

where im really happy to all my frenz tat have wish me for birthday

even the one im not close with also thx

i have a good outing with my jie mui

Ching jie, ann lao po~ and my mui mui jan~ and KL haha unexpected

and so i have great time with them having a meal together chit chat high together

even at skewl i got abit sot sot suddenly think dao him an cry abit for dunno wat!!

i know yesterday was his bday~

i promise say not to cry when i think back him

but well didn't realise my promise broke so fast and was on my bday!!! =='''

pic will be publish tomoro today no time

and so now nite

i felt happy my brandon kor also got wish me

thx =] dun felt sad even if eu really did forget my bday~

cos eu are always my beloved kor muacks~ thx~~

and my mum give me a hug thx mum~ muacks i love you 4ever~~

and my dad sang me a bday song haha tat is zoo/animal version lol

well i just love my dad joke with me it just make him cute and lovely

just like me cos we are 80% alike haha ^^ do eu know dad?

very much indeed XD with 1 photo of urs and mine can make it a joke haha XD XD

and my bro wish me ok la im shocked tat he will but still thx brother..

then we have dinner mum say cake buy next time lo

i can wait even felt abit bitter haha but still nvm

cos today got cupcake from jie mui as my bday cake wahaha rofl~ unique idea ^_<

and ltr was ok through the dinner

till my bro SPOIL MY WHOLE MOOD FOR TODAY!!!!

Fu*k him la!!! i was enjoying my family time with my dad and mum

and he just breaks everything to pieces on spot!!!!!! RAWR!!!!!!!

eu know wat stupid thing he say???!!!! he say morning hope eu all left the fruit on table

tat is for me, can't eu just take the fork for me also?!! so tat i no need to walk so many rounds

to the kitchen that is very tiring" wat the hell....... F him!!!

this just piss off my dad and me.... and my bros word just struck straight to
me and dads heart... my dad felt so insulted same with me dad...

my dad shut the hell up of his mouth like hell!!

even i see my bro like wan cry i felt wan help but still i dun...

he deserve this!!!

spoild my day!!!

and felt is a shame he did this !!!! wat a big mistake!!!

come on!!! eu think eu are wat? rich ppl? treat ur parents family member like maids?!!

come on just take a fork onli!!! my god sake!!!!

then all the time we cook , wash do things we no say tired b4!!

even though mayb we did give eu too much hse chores when i felt myself relaxing

but is actually for ur good !!! so tat eu can independent when we are not with eu!!!

if we dun do this i can bet eu dun even know wat is life tat we previously have!!!

that is so much more suffer and parents time when they are young go through!!!

they work so hard not like our generation just relax!!!

can't eu just appreciate wat dad and mum gave eu cook for eu and feed eu!!!

gosh!! really pissed me off the hook!!! i hope eu realise wat big mistake eu did!!

if eu wan to do also say it inside ur heart can dun spit it out o not!!!

use brain la!!! the pain can't take away when it hurts someone already!!!!

on 19 nite..

2009-09-24T18:36:00.015+08:00

here got eu jin, leslie, CS, kel kel
myozka, BByin, me, amelia, FT
the 5 head punya gurls lmao~
the cool type gays~~
the happy gays~
the crazy gurls
haha the 3 gurls smile =)
the 5 gurls~
eu jin and yin and me! ~~ XD very cute punya eu jin me here so ugly T^T
FT and kel and leslie~~(OMG!! FT first time take photo with guy)
me and amelia~ i love this pic XD
the gays~~
Cs dunno look where ==''
the 4 gurls~ (here FT look like amelia mum) ><
smile always kel~
amelia~
the ss ppl time~!
lol sumone curi shoot us ><
me and kel~ ^^
CS and leslie~
yin and me again XD
cute smile o eu jin XD
leslie eating Xp and his panda eye ><
the sha por FT and amelia~
the leng chai eu jin XD
leslie and kel~ do the job ><
yin and me~
the tanS' Xp
kel kel~
mrs.tan and mr tan XD

well that nite we kind of have fun

because is all about eating

everyone in asia loves to eat!!! no doubt hahaha

so this steamboat is actually a gathering for 4 bina ^^

erm to enjoy lastly together b4 prepare for the comin up end year exam

also ofcourse to celebrate my bday early?? i dunno consider ba =D

so i that day belanja lo total RM 137 T_T money fly fly

but

worth it cos is going out with frenzz ^^

and got alot funny thingz happen like mr and mrs tan playing with food lol XD

and got alot sitting couple me and kel exception we are bro and sis ^^

FT and amelia together alot secret dunno wat ==''' wan know ><

myozka busy bee~~

FT and kel funny talk

and all cooperation to make mr and mrs tan sit together wahaha

good job everyone XD XD

and more is a happy moment and a memory to remember in 2009 with 4 bina!

yesterday night

2009-09-19T07:33:00.002+08:00

well

after the watching movie and shopping

i felt soooo exhausted

X_X

so i was planning not to go to tuition

but then still

i have to go T_T

mum is a torture that day

i get in late

she start le
i want to copy someone else like from mah and chai

but both of them didn't come T_T

they say want come

but chai just back from genting so let him rest > <

i very good de dun paksa fren that need rest de

but mah dunno sesat dy ==''' like evaporate liao

he pro so big size can evaporate

so i didn't get to copy a bit of stuff

and i keep yawning every 5 mins o less T_T

but i still tahan

and that time still raining ... my gosh

is FREAKING COLD!!!!!

I WEAR LONG JEANS AND T-SHIRT TO THIS TUITION CLASS SHOULD BE VERY HOT

AND IT BECOMES SO COLD I FELT I WAS IN CAMERON WITHOUT JACKET!!!

THE OTHERS GIRLS STILL WEAR SHORTS AND SLEEVELESS ALSO CAN TAHAN

waaaa lao eeeeehhhhh

what happen to me?

so many fats also cannot make myself warm aaa

my gosh aaa really

then i with my frozen body went back and have a very very hot shower
wear all long sleeve and pants to sleep

yesterday outing

2009-09-19T07:16:00.002+08:00

well yesterday

was very tiring

but a very happy time too

yesterday i went out with jia ying jie, BByin, eu jin (not our skul), and yang

so i met jia ying and BByin at setiawangsa station

BByin earliest (sorry > <) she grumbling a bit cause should be me arrive first

then we see dao jia ying jie and just hop into the lrt

then later reach KLCC we came out and met yang

then both jia ying jie and BByin so bad leave me behind T_T walk together

and they both keep talking about yang (mostly is bad stuff) =='''

so we when to the petronas there to check the price for the mpo symphony

title "a little nightmare music"

so sad T_T the student is limited only for 30 person and only RM 30!!!

too bad we can't get so jie keep thinking of buying the 60 ones o not

but i tell her ask your mum about helping you giving by half

she just say dunno la and then we decided to buy the ticket!

after that we went for some window shopping

then later we meet eu jin at kinokuniya (actually he arrive very long dy about 9 30?) @_@

then walk lo jie and BByin keep talk yang thing T_T i kelian eu oo yang

then i dun wan hear some more le then i walk separate i see my stuff yang follow me lo

so then i hungry we go eat( i haven't have my breaksfast yet some more dy 11 30) O_O

so eat lo yang belanja me wahaha thx~

then we go watch movie "the ugly truth"

haha conclusion the conversation they talk is very ham sap! and too very romantic and funny ^^

after that we walk lo then suddenly BByin got something happen O_O'''

dun wan say very pai seh!

then jie go back dunno when she just say she go window shopping around then back

then ltr i and BByin and eu jin and yang go lrt go to wangsa maju to jj!!

then walk awhile separately

then about to go back i see 1 big plastic bag at BByin hand

then she give me

i see le

then i shocked!!

i was joking in the sms previously to buy me a bear

and she really did bought with eu jin for me

T_T very touch i love the bear very cute > <

and wan thx to eu jin too
cos we know each other not long only some more we didn't really talk much

thx ooo~~ love you both so much muacks~~

then yang got buy me things too ^^ bag lo hehe

but i buy other stuff like clothes and slipper he also got help pay some 0_0

really lots of money aaa him > < thx oo yang hehe muacks~

then later BByin and eujin go back first

i go yam cha with yang then later i only send him back lo ^^

hmm...

2009-09-19T07:13:00.002+08:00

sorry about lately

blog sort of dead awhile

haha~

> <

cause doesn't really feel like blogging even though now blog is part of my life now

so now i just wan to say

still got 10 more days

i will count down from today onwards

till tat day comes

even though eu have to hate me more that day about what i say

i will still say it

2009-09-12T17:03:00.002+08:00

i dunno wat to write...

i feel like want to say out something

but i just can't let it out

maybe im too eager to want you back

or maybe it triggers everytime about me and you

in dreams

in whispers of the wind

in every time every hour every minute every second

it feels to wait you felts eternity

but even i have to feel sad

i will still wait

i wait for that day to come

the day that i start to love you so

the time i never ever get to forget you

the time when everything thing you did to me

sad or happy

it fills up my heart

yesterday!

2009-09-12T06:40:00.004+08:00

morning blog!!

haha dunno who to wish morning

only me wake up now

just felt blog have become part of my life

must update if not it felt dying

maybe blog to me became a drug!

yesterday there is something happen in my house in the morning

haih~~

i miss it

it was

THE KITCHEN STOVE GOT BURNED!

WOW!

the reason it got burned was

below the pot stick a plastic!

the one that is use to put on the table and put hot stuff

but the pot was too hot so the plastic is stick at the bottom

so without my dad realising when he cook the soup

after awhile my dad heard some noise

then he went to check and was shocked that the stove burning

phew!

lucky house still here > <

so the stove is full of plastic

so no choice and brought a new 1!

today in school...

2009-09-11T14:33:00.002+08:00

well...

today bored

first period is bm

teacher call ppl do lisan lo

then i wanted to do but not yet memorize...

then is add maths

teacher bit tau gei lo

like biasa Xp

then recess with jie mui lo

sit with mei~ and lao po with jk and vivian and candice

then spend time together awhile

after that NIGHTMARE COME!!!

Aura come le!!! english de

then present lo....

then class gila de

keep ask us question!!

especially to amelia de wahaha

kesian ''mrs. tan'' Xp

then sit down

Chin sheng say actually wan to ask... but dun wan, wan be good ppl ==

Chin Sheng eu this DNS !!! jia jia punya gila guy!!!

then later part of the english lesson

still got other group do lo

then i and kel kel my bro ^^

pakat-pakat do something to ''mrs. tan''

she dunno anything hope she open something can see dao ba

MUAHAHA!!!

kel kel!~ shuang gila wahaha High 5!!!! XD

then other time keep talk about steamboat things...

and also celebrate my bday... > <

this year dunno walk wat charm!

frenz and family gathering charm?

all gather together and also suddenly want to help me do birthday...

well...

i just know today i finish one part of nightmare that is aura...

and have good times with my jie mui and frens

MY KOR ^^

2009-09-11T14:19:00.002+08:00

hehe kor aaaa...

so looonnngg no in contact with you le...

hehe

so happy to talk to you again

my timing was good too

happy belated birthday to you oo~~

sorry ooo

i wish you on at that 09/09/09

but forget to write at blog le

hehe

muacks~~

wish you healthy always

and long life to you ^^

hope to go out with you leh~~

say want go out since finish PMR until now le~

wait for it oo~~

wahaha ^^

to someone....

2009-09-10T18:06:00.003+08:00

i want to say sorry to you too...

i love you

but i suspected you

sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry

i know apologize isn't enough

but now

i just hope we start over again

as a frenz

just let it go

see where it goes

i start to learn this short sentence

''after such a long time i have been avoiding it

even from my first love

if you love something, you have to let it go... free...

if it was yours and it will be

if is not... then it never once was yours...''

thx mui to let me think this short sentence again

is been long i have avoid this fact

now is time to use it even though is hard to accept

i wait for your forgiveness

no matter it takes how long =)

just like the time you hate me once and forgive me again

now...

2009-09-10T17:59:00.003+08:00

sorry mui for what and all i did

forgive me please...

i know is late to say and i know i don't even dare to say to eu face to face

i just hope we be back as normal

have times together share everything

and be together with all the jie mui together!!

and i reconsider again...

maybe i should have the birthday celebration...

well

dun wan to think about my personal reason anymore to avoid eu all

and i want to appreciate our time being together ^^

and this party is onli for jie mui and my bros and frens that wants to come!!

hehe ^^

i will as from my mum money to celebrate for this year

that onli this year celebrate

i hope she give me more money haha

to belanja eu all

i have think again this time and must promise as a swear nothing will come between us again

and have fun together just 12 days before exam!!!

wahaha

LMAO

ROFL

LOVE YOU GUYS!! BROS AND SIS AND FRENZZ 4EVER BABES~~

AND OFCOURSE MY FAMILY~~

hmmm...

2009-09-10T17:47:00.002+08:00

hmmmm...

today so bored

today can say i spend most of the time with my mui and lao po lo

hehe muacks eu guyss~~~ love you all jie mui~~

and my lao po wahaha~~

cause 1&2 period is P.E

so i went up to my lao po and mui class

and chat chat chat

then later was moral so spend time with classmate

and later back up with my lao po and mui and i ponteng class for BM

then recess together all with jie mui

and someone keep looking at their beloved each other through recess whole time^^

happy for you 2 to be so lovely together

and after that is biology

my teacher didn't came... remember what i posted yesterday? O.o?

i don't want to repeat the sad and sorrowful things it just breaks my heart too T_T

it reminds me back of my beloved uncle T_T uncle i miss you so much T_T

and i spend my time at library with my classmates and my lao po and mui (again) XDXD

and i see this stupid aTUK!!

hate him!!

keep call me mak cik!!! T_T datuk i still youg la still 16 not 61!! T_T

and then maths... boring again...

talk with luqman and amir in class wahaha quite fun once awhile to talk with them!! =)

just dunno why sometimes ppl just can't stand luqman irritating question (me too sumtimes)

then skul endss..... YEAH!!!

then went to desa to claim something ^^ dun wan say first~

scare my family members read my blog... later part ba when it review out first k?

and spend some time with BByin with the thing and eat haha ^^

then back home luu~~

just like that as normal bored at home and do some cleaning

then tuition!!!

haha ^^

what a special day today!!

2009-09-09T15:54:00.002+08:00

WOW

TODAY

SPECIAL DAY O-O V (> <) V

cause today is

09.09.09

wahahaha

special rite?

and today got

is 09.09.09 at 9 o;clock 9 minutes 9 seconds = 9.9.9.9.9.9

they say in chinese

'' yong jiu''

means eternity.....

so at class...

me
kel kel
BB yin
chin sheng

four crazy people at class talk about this day...

and then suddenly we call chin sheng to confess to his beloved "mrs. Tan''

wahaha

is such a special and nice day to confess to her....

suddenly ''Mrs. Tan came in...

we call him to say...

he keep say say what....

and we also give ''mrs. tan'' some hint about what chin sheng gonna say...

but really must admit...

both of them is love blind ==

thats why they are match together...

so to this chin sheng

you are...

COWARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

you should learn from kel kel who is brave and proud to like who he likes and confess to her...

congratzz to kel kel more point are insert to you!!!

to mr. tan.... you go to negative liao ba!!!!

and to my jie!!

2009-09-09T15:50:00.002+08:00

JIE~~

T_T

I MISS EU NIAAAAA~~~

i heard dao you sick i so shock and sooooo worrryyyyy~~~

T_T

hope jie will recover fast ooo...

drink abit more sweet and salty de things... > <

can get back your sugar pressure and mineral ooo..... ><

muacks~~

love you aa

miss you oo > <

wish to see you back at school as early as possible ^^

so can have fun again and talk oo ^^

my meals for today....

2009-09-09T15:44:00.002+08:00

well...

today ....

no cathering from that uncle that will cook for our dinner....

for 3 days till friday...

so...

today...

my dad cook bak ku teh~~~~~~~

YEAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~

so syok oooo just now eat dao XD XD~~

damn many meat we eat leh~~ > <

soooooo full~~~~

but that is only.... 1/3 of the pot!!!!

still got 2/3 for nite dinner man!!!

syok nia~~

who wantss!!! Xp

sure alot ppl love to eat if can eat pork de la > <

some more unbelievable leh!!!

is DADDY cook oo~~~~

i love you daddy ~~~~ muackss~~

hehe for filling up my stomach on weekdays lunch when i was at home !!

==

2009-09-09T15:21:00.002+08:00

ok.....

i kind of hate today and love today.....

first...

is damn all those HOMEWORKS!!!~~

yesterday keep copy until my hand want to break and today too...><

and i hate the most is.....

someone mayb have STOLE MY REPORT!!

and make me go busy and copy it again.....zzzzz... ARRRRGGGHHH!!!

but finally dept is free from me now!!!!!

my history notes done!!

my chemistry report done!!!
(hope no more reports anymore from science stream teacher !! T_T pls!!!!!!)

biology no report!!!

physic pass up notes!!!

all done!!!

but now left is the freaking damn presentation and aura!!!! =='''

please la teacher think for our sake!!! you think giving presentation is so much fun!! do ur own!!

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well today is kind of bad luck....

today my eye keep jumping something bad gonna happen and it DID!!!

my school one of the teacher that is our biology teacher husband just pass away.... T_T

teacher im sooooooo sorry to hear that....

i send my condolence to you and your family members.....

hope you can accept and grab yourself together to take care your other family member =)

that all... ><

hmmm....

2009-09-07T20:37:00.011+08:00

today just bored....
keep thinking others stuff...
all personal and stupid skul stuff...
stupid punya teacher keep calling to do aura and presentation...
teacher you not sien wan a?
we also will sien de ok o not =='''

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well finally times pass by fast abit or mayb no change ... zzzzz
talkin crap again...
oh ya... dunno y.... i feel swt
yesterday at 4 something go meet my fren at my house park there... b4 meeting her
my fren say got a bunch of leng zhai...
i was like woo!! finally can bu yi xia mata....
end up.........
zzzzzzzzzzz.....
wat leng zhai!!
her eyes got problem...
some of them are my previous primary skul frens...
well to who like lala de...
can say is leng la....
but if to me normal that type...
they consider as....... YONG SHUI! WAHAHAHAHA Xp
and i walkin to meet my fren then some stupid guy sing
"pretty girl walking on the street~~~"
=='''
i where got pretty... they also another eye got problem... =='''
just wear something more sexy onli... like wearing 2 strip O.o?
i really sweat them....
and someone in my phone keep shouting at me...
T_T
kesian my ear....
haih....

and today...

2009-09-06T20:00:00.000+08:00

Well today...

phew... lucky i pass over my piano lesson class today...

my teacher didn't comment much lucky!! thank god!!

is about 1 month 2 weeks didn't attend le...

i thought i was so damn rusty it make me more panic to see her again... >< but lucky =)

then next week i have to start my grade 8 practical le ><><
all the time say gambateh but very lazy ~
but this time really different... must change OMG god save me and help me one more year to go!

and after the song i played...
teacher teach about theory...
tat is about the augmented 6Th chords (i think) ==''' i also forget...
then she teach is easy well i also abit dun get it....
then she give me do whole page!!!
what the HELL!!!!

alot man!!! well actually also not alot ROFL
but i dunno why teacher say easy but i use about i use 1 hour 15 mins to do finish !! ==
i do for 1 hour later then i ask then she tell me something...
then i only realized.....
no wonder la... so damn easy la!!!
i like in heart said in sarcastic way.... teacher why you don't say early leh!!! let me do till so hard and suffering there... but okay la got background music play by another student that is grade 6..

not bad la XD and then end my class XD Xp
but pity my stomach T_T no eat breakfast leh !!!
aiyo teacher aaa i didn't expect you will teach me sooooo long but nvm la...
lucky i wasn't hungry ^^

and then i go see some stuff and buy some things Xp
im a shopaholic girl see stuff must be atleast 1 thing ^^

then i should be going back home to eat but i went to somewhere else to eat first that is
canese tea house!!!
i miss you so much is been awhile since i have eat there...

so i went there and eat le cheese with chicken fried rice really alot of cheese!!!!!
yuuuummmmyyyy~~~~~
wahaha but too bad i can't finish lately my stomach just don't feel like eating things...
sometimes want to eat then alot...
sometimes just smell the food and want vomit...
maybe really something wrong with my stomach...
is been like this for 3 years now...
if get stomach cancer also won't be surprise wahahhaahhahaahha =)

sso is very nice the food and i went back and mum call say she haven't cook
=='''
and end up i cook the dish for my bro
and then i went to see my friend she is eager to tell me things about she and someone! XD
and after that... i went home at 6 15 and i just step into my house...
my mum praise i cook it very delicious!!
thank you thank you~ mum ^^ practise makes perfect!
even i know i have very great sense of eating and cooking.. XD perasan gila here Xp
and like that lo...
hope times to pass...
a day...
a month...
a year...

sorry for not updating this partty until now ><

2009-09-06T19:11:00.000+08:00

okok....

first i want to say SORRY!!!!

to who have attend the bbq party!

sorry i didn't update about it...

okay... now i start...

well on 30 august 2009...

we having bbq party...

attend to the party members are...

the PR aka jia hui
the asistant PR aka Bbyin
the fire starter aka leslie
the helper aka kelvin
the big eater aka amelia
the husband of big eater aka chin sheng
the couple freak aka lim
the couple cute aka alyna
the freaking sweat guy aka JJ
the phone mates aka me XD (i admit kel kel ><)
the big eye and cute girl aka chong
the fashion girl aka viivi
the walker aka baron
the gay aka eu jin
the quiet gut aka eugene
the tumpang guy aka my brother ><
the big eater partner aka ee lynn
the most excited boy aka ee lynn youg bro (speechless)

hehe all of them attend !! ^^

well i start to cook at 5 15 when jia hui, chong and Bbyin came to my house...
then jia hui help with the cookin...
my mum and chong and Bbyin do with the fruit cutting...
when ltr part at 5 50 JJ come by!!! 0_0
then JJ come and help with the fruit and said "i never done all this work at a GURL HOUSE!"
excuse me JJ doing things and help out at a girl house is a nice thing ok! is a big compliment to u!

ok then at 6 20 kelvin, baron and chin sheng come...
bringing sausage to my house!
and chin sheng really dunno how to do things just like rich boy!! really thought he can do something... ah sheng aaa.... really disappointed in eu la Xp

ok then Bbyin and chong drawing the cup with marker puting all kind of art in it XD is nice!
then we start everything at 7 15 eat help to bbq and all the stuff talk BByin and amelia chase here and there...
really is fun...
then at 9 15 we start to have games and the first and onli 1 game is TRUE O DARE!!
ok nightmare!!!
well that are few secrets are out and damn high!!!
like mine, BByin and Chong and AMelia!!! and i think kel?
i dunno i miss half of it...
when other half i didn't listen i was goin to lay down on a swimming pool bench...
well looking at the moon and stars quite cold tat night! and praying hard on something...
is secret!!! Xp

well we start to clean up at 10 30 and open the last sparkling juice...
and some went back earlier and some stay longer and we play abit of firecrackers in the night at 11 10 and all went off...

and Bbyin get to stay at my house with my mum help and her sweet talking and no respect to her mum... and me, kel, baron and chin sheng hear over all the conversation later and LMAO!!!~

ok... and me and Bbyin talk on phone whole night till 3 00!!
incredible!!! awesome XD

well once awhile have this kind of gathering is fun!! ^^
some more is with classmate (most of it)
well i did have nice time with everyone...
and nice time with Bbyin in my room even though she is the soprano girl there Xp

and about the photos!! i haven't receive so next time ba ^^ enjoy reading = ]

officially...

2009-09-03T22:10:00.000+08:00

to my jie mui...

i reconsiderate....

i don't want to have party for my bday...

im sorry for the selfishness...

i don't have the mood...

and my personal reason...

my bad...

you all can put the blame on me...

i don't mind...

is meaningless anyway...

nothing to celebrate...

is just a normal day...

nothing special to remember for like michael jackson memorial...

and to me is a respect not to celebrate...

i respect my uncle...

for 4 years now... i didn't celebrate...

so no need to give me any surprise gift o any wishes...

it won't came true anyway unless you make it true...

that all...